Discussion I'm dead inside but not suffering - Can anyone relate?

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It was already apparent before, but this year I have reached a turning point. A lot of things have simply become irrelevant to me. I feel dead inside - but I don't care.

I feel no joy anymore, no matter what I do - I don't care. I do sports almost every day, but I could live without it - because it makes no difference. I have no desire for anything. I wouldn't say I'm suffering. I just don't care about anything. Sometimes I wonder if I am not dead already. Maybe "numb" is the right term.

Can anyone relate?

I exist to a certain extent, but I am not living. I serve my time and wait for death, but I don't want to wait until death happens naturally.

 

[Matthias_k]

I've been like this for years. I just don't care about anything. I eat, sleep, do stupid things to keep myself occupied. The good side is that I don't suffer anymore. I have the means to end it though. When I feel like it, I suppose.

 

[ItsOverIsntIt]

I feel similarly. I don't want to do anything and the things I used to like don't really give me the same joy I had as before. Ive been sleeping a lot more just to keep myself occupied, but sometimes I just lie there doing absolutely nothing and wasting my time