clicmsf
Not belonging to this universe
- Oct 8, 2022
- 57
I just turned 18 last month and I'm already losing my sanity. I live in a family of above average wealth, but everyone in our family is depressed. I can't hold much longer as i now am experiencing physical pain as well as my previous mental depression. I'm feeling so deprived and i barely have talked to anyone in the past years. Sometimes i just say things so i don't forget my voice. Having money while being alone and living in a depressed household is a death sentence. The problem is everyone in our family would ctb if it wouldn't be a burden to others. I hate the fact that i still have people care about me. My biggest fear before was not being remembered by anyone after i die, but It has turned to a wish now.