I'm back! My life without SS sucks!

[WornOutLife]

Hello again, my dear SS fellows.

Some days ago, I posted a thread explaining that I was leaving SS because I wanted to remove the words "depression and suicide" from my head but guess what? It didn't work and things only got worse.

I realized that being part of SS allows me to talk to people who really know the way I feel and suicide, depression, anxiety, etc are just part of me. They will always follow me everywhere so I have no choice but to learn to live with them. To make matters worse, I felt really alone without the people I've met here. You're my friends. I just can't leave and I need a place in which I can share my true feelings because as you know, therapy and real life don't work lol.

What's more, I acted very impulsively. Leaving SS was probably my bipolar disorder just messing around with me. My daily life, I guess.

Anyway, you were really kind on my goodbye thread. Your words motivated me to be back and I guess I'll be staying as long as you don't mind!

It is a pleasure to be part of this great community again.

Love you and see you around,

Matt


PS: THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR BEING SUCH GREAT INDIVIDUALS.

 

[kukukoko]

lolz welcome back

 

[EmbraceOfTheVoid]

You've replaced alcohol with SS

 

[BandAddict]

Welcome back, my dude. If SS brings you what you need to make each day easier, then by all means. There's no replacement for you. :)

 

[luten]

welcome back

 

[booray]

Welcome back! This place wasn't the same without you.

 

[WornOutLife]

You've replaced alcohol with SS

Hahah that's exactly right, my friend!
SS works much better for me.

 

[H2H2]

Welcome Back !

 

[GenesAndEnvironment]

The people here are more genuine and there is less self-importance than on the rest of the internet imo. I haven't seen anything quite like it before, glad to have you back.

 

[WornOutLife]

The people here are more genuine and there is less self-importance than on the rest of the internet imo. I haven't seen anything quite like it before, glad to have you back.

Exactly! Not even language forums are safe! I joined one of them and there were toxic people since the very first day. I was like "Damn, SS is not like this. I need to go back" lol

Glad to see you here too! =)

 

[GenesAndEnvironment]

Glad to see you here too! =)

Oh, I'm always here

Did spend two hours in a forest today, though, so I wasn't here then, also gym. And sleep etc but otherwise I'm usually here.

 

[Latios]

Hi, I don't think we talked too much, but welcome back! :)

 

[Bensharp]

I knew you will be back, in a good way, apply for job as mod. You know Jesus promised his followers he will be back and we have heard Nada from him since, you didn't promise and you came back. It is more like your ressurection too. Welcome back!

 

[WornOutLife]

Hi, I don't think we talked too much, but welcome back! :)

Well, it's really nice to start talking to you from now on lol haha.
Hi, pal! Thank you very much. There's no other place like SS. I'm so glad to be here!

 

[Umbreon]

Hell yes

 

[Amumu]

Hey it was so sad without the boss of the forum.
If you're sure that it isn't your brain which is paying tricks on you, enjoy your time here.

 

[lofticries]

Welcome back!!!

I'm sorry that things didn't work out by trying to remove any talk about depression from your life but I'm glad to see this place as something positive. Also I missed seeing your posts.

 

[GreenTree]

Welcome back Matt. You probably left because your trying other ways too beat mental illness. No harm in trying other ways. Its the toughest illness too beat. This site is like a relief with like minded people.

 

[WornOutLife]

Hey it was so sad without the boss of the forum.
If you're sure that it isn't your brain which is paying tricks on you, enjoy your time here.

Hi, my friend Amumu-kun! I'm so happy to see you here.
Well, guess what? As soon as I posted my goodbye thread, I was desperate to be back but I told my brain "Ok pal, let's wait and see if we really want to remove SS from our lives". Thus, some days went by and I felt totally empty. I hated it. So, I decided to come back to SS.

Having said this, I'm really glad and relieved to be back!

 

[Crusader]

Hopefully SS is not your only life.

 

[enuff]

welcome back matt. i got a a song for you =>

 

[alown]

welcome back to you, I must admit that I missed your messages and interventions in the different threads. you are right, paradoxically this forum is also a kind of therapy because we are all in the same boat

 

[WornOutLife]

Hopefully SS is not your only life.

Well, I've been able to organize some aspects of my life such as working and studying! (even working out but I'm unmotivated to do that right now lol) so I guess I can finally say I have a life again! (a really good one in comparison to me previous 100% depressed NEET life)

However, I really need a place like SS to talk about and read about suicide, depression, mental illnesses, etc. There's really nowhere else like SS. That's why some annoying people like fixthe26 want us out of the system but we're here to stay, goddamn it! lol
Also, talking to "professionals" sucks! I'm not doing that never ever again.

Having said this, I'm glad to be here again!

 

[Crusader]

It is definitely important to communicate with like-minded people, more important than talking to "professionals". You can't talk to "professionals" about suicide and you never should !

 

[killedbypsychiatry]

welcome back, we missed you :)

 

[Donk]

 

[Callie Arcale]

Your username is a site for sore eyes (my eyes are literally sore, but we don't have to get into that right now he he he)

This forum has given me comfort on many a dark night, so I totally understand your sentiment.

Welcome home & see you around!

And if you ever need to take a break again, please know it's ok. We all have ups and downs, life is not a straight path. ((Hugs))

 

[FreeAngel]

Welcome back

 

[Symbiote]

Welcome back Matt, you didn't miss anything. SS is so hard to break away from. Feels like we'll eventually need SS Anonymous meetings with a 12-step program to get rid of our addictions to this site.

 

[amarillo]

Glad to have you back!