I’m back and have no idea what I’m doing

[vanilladust]

It's been a while since I've been on here. For a while things got slightly better and now I'm ack in the shitter. My birthday is this month and so is valentine's which makes me want to die even more. Honestly I have no idea what I'm doing anymore. For a while I devoted myself to Santa Muerte and now I just feel lost again. I feel like I'm rotting away.

 

[Silent Raindrops]

I know that feeling. Depression and anxiety has plagued me for years, and just when it seems your life is moving forward, you suddenly take a million steps back.

 

[vanilladust]

1. I love your name and profile pic 2. Yep all of a sudden I'm back where I started maybe not as bad but I'm not okay either. This all fucking sucks.

 

[rozeske]

Am sorry, I too understand that familiar back and forth feeling. I hope it gets better for you and you get your peace.

P.s. I love your cool avatar