I'm at peace with death. Death is the only mercy in life, a simple dispassionate end to it all. Death is a friend and ally, a comfort that things won't go on forever. Death is the only way to conscicely end pain and suffering. Death is the only relief in an absurd and meaningless universe.
Most people fear losing themselves to nothingness, and that life has no meaning, instead clinging to wild notions of immortality. What a horror immortality would be. To never rest and forget yourself or the seething struggle of others.
Give me death. Give me release. Give me leave to become nonexistent. Let it all end. Mercy.