Livingvsdying25
Enlightened
- Dec 8, 2019
- 1,188
Sooo like.... honestly I'm sick of over explaining. This is how I feel and it's very valid to me.
I had all these words just to say that I'm more than ever ready to die now. I'm just always nervous about failing and coming back to this shit hole. Otherwise I'm sooo fucking out....
My head hurts and I needa sleep a bit but I'm ready to plan this out and I don't care much about the method..
All I've ever cared about is the consequences in life. I don't want to do this.... to live ir wait and live so I can die. It's killing me and blah blah broken record shit I'm over this... I'm ready to search and try and execute.
I had all these words just to say that I'm more than ever ready to die now. I'm just always nervous about failing and coming back to this shit hole. Otherwise I'm sooo fucking out....
My head hurts and I needa sleep a bit but I'm ready to plan this out and I don't care much about the method..
All I've ever cared about is the consequences in life. I don't want to do this.... to live ir wait and live so I can die. It's killing me and blah blah broken record shit I'm over this... I'm ready to search and try and execute.