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bored_user

bored_user

one day.
Oct 28, 2021
38
I feel different from other human beings, it's like every day that I have to go out and do something, I need to act my self. Play the role of an ordinary person, play the role of MY person. While my mind thinks thousands of reasons to hate the human being. At each step is a questioning about the need for society to commit certain acts, just to feel powerful or above within this life where an end is already determined from the beginning. At most, 90 years is what we have and it was supposed to be different from the start. We were all supposed to live in harmony, happy for a moment, for a simple beautiful blue sky, but the human race has created a wall that prevents this, called power, money and popularity. Everyone deviates from their paths to reach these new 3 paths that apparently is something better. Just apparent.

I don't fit in among everyone, I feel like a piece out of the system and that's good, but unfortunately I have to pretend to be one in order to survive longer until I draw new conclusions and get to an end.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,705
I understand, maybe some people are just not meant for this world. I certainly do not belong here, I should have never been born in the first place. It is tiring having to pretend around others.
 
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avoid_slow_death

avoid_slow_death

Ready to embrace the peaceful bliss of the void.
Feb 4, 2020
1,357
I don't pretend often. Of course, this has its drawbacks, but, people do respect me because I am pretty much a what you see is what you get person.
 
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Amumu

Amumu

Ctb - temporary solution for a permanent problem
Aug 29, 2020
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
3,413
HI! I have always thought that I am so, so different than most folks. I think differently, I am into making people happy NOT making a lot of money and flaunting it around.

I have through the decades had so many people call me strange because of the way I think. Well maybe, just maybe I am either on this rock too early or should be elsewhere.

I know 100% how you feel and I send hugs, love and the knowledge that you are a smart, caring and a very good friend to me here on SS.

Always my best to you,

Walter
 
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bored_user

bored_user

one day.
Oct 28, 2021
38
HI! I have always thought that I am so, so different than most folks. I think differently, I am into making people happy NOT making a lot of money and flaunting it around.

I have through the decades had so many people call me strange because of the way I think. Well maybe, just maybe I am either on this rock too early or should be elsewhere.

I know 100% how you feel and I send hugs, love and the knowledge that you are a smart, caring and a very good friend to me here on SS.

Always my best to you,

Walter
that's good, I admire everyone who helps in some way people who really need it. There is so much pure heart and innocent mind out there, you know when you find one and you feel the need to help.

Keep it up, hugs.
 
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