I'm so afraid and anxious about the future. I can't tell my parents I don't believe in god anymore. They will kill me. To pretend is very overwhelming. I'm so confused. Maybe there is god I just don't believe like they do. If God exists why people suffers with mental illness? The problem is I can't kill my self. I'm too scared to do it so I'm living this nonsense and act until I build the courage to CTB or accept their believes and move on.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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I also fear what lies ahead in this cruel existence, I certainly understand that it's so dreadful and tiring feeling trapped here. But anyway I wish you the best.
