Suicidebydeath
No chances to be happy - dead inside
- Nov 25, 2021
- 3,559
I feel awful when I try to help someone and fail.
I wish I either succeeded or failed with different people 100% of the time so I knew which to stick with.
I might ctb some time after the person I like ctbs, but I wish I wasn't a fuckup with other people in the mean-time.
I know its supposed to hurt. I still hate it.
Not expecting or desiring any replies really, just leaving this here to shame myself since I really want to delete it.
Anyway shoot me if you want, I'm probably someone that only made things worse for someone.
I wish I either succeeded or failed with different people 100% of the time so I knew which to stick with.
I might ctb some time after the person I like ctbs, but I wish I wasn't a fuckup with other people in the mean-time.
I know its supposed to hurt. I still hate it.
Not expecting or desiring any replies really, just leaving this here to shame myself since I really want to delete it.
Anyway shoot me if you want, I'm probably someone that only made things worse for someone.