Water-Lily
Enlightened
- Dec 26, 2020
- 1,182
I fucked up
im 23 and did nothing
thanks to trauma I have only found shitty abusers and bullied in every walk of my life
fucked up every volunteer opportunity I had with mistakes
embarrassed myself and even made my school look back by wearing a dirty uniform
god, I am such a FUCKIGN FAILURE
I am literally given reasons to suicide but I won't fucking do it!
At this point I will look like a liar. I have to suicide
I have to
if not I'll look weird in the eyes of others
my family will have one less financial burden
my successful friends wont have that one idiot behind them
and most of all no pain
I could hit the water after I jump
and drown
drown
drown
drown
MaYbE EvErYoNe WiLl Be HaPpY??!?!?!
im 23 and did nothing
thanks to trauma I have only found shitty abusers and bullied in every walk of my life
fucked up every volunteer opportunity I had with mistakes
embarrassed myself and even made my school look back by wearing a dirty uniform
god, I am such a FUCKIGN FAILURE
I am literally given reasons to suicide but I won't fucking do it!
At this point I will look like a liar. I have to suicide
I have to
if not I'll look weird in the eyes of others
my family will have one less financial burden
my successful friends wont have that one idiot behind them
and most of all no pain
I could hit the water after I jump
and drown
drown
drown
drown
MaYbE EvErYoNe WiLl Be HaPpY??!?!?!
