LunaXCBN
The Best Thing (That Never Happened)
- Feb 6, 2023
- 119
I'm a complete and utter wreck right now
This entire day has been full of panic, stress and all other shit.
Most of you probably won't understand the details, but I had to deal with my team's bullshit again because my co-leader just disappeared, and it was complete and utter chaos, I got extremely overloaded. It also got my absence in school into my head which stresses me out even more and making me feel like a complete failure of a person.
But for the first time in years, I even came close to crying. I don't know if that's a good thing or not tho.
The panic has not faded, and all I've had in my mind since is suicide.
Atleast I have this place to take my mind off everything a bit.
This entire day has been full of panic, stress and all other shit.
Most of you probably won't understand the details, but I had to deal with my team's bullshit again because my co-leader just disappeared, and it was complete and utter chaos, I got extremely overloaded. It also got my absence in school into my head which stresses me out even more and making me feel like a complete failure of a person.
But for the first time in years, I even came close to crying. I don't know if that's a good thing or not tho.
The panic has not faded, and all I've had in my mind since is suicide.
Atleast I have this place to take my mind off everything a bit.