im 18 and want to die

[hatemylifeandmyself]

I got 3 U's in my all my exams and life is looking hopeless, I failed because I had really bad eventual health and suicidal thoughts even prior but even then I have no energy for life or even to live. I'm an adult let and I'm supposed to have responsibilities and do something with my life but I'm not, im rotting away. I just wanna do nothing and sleep forever. I'm a failure too nobody wants to be friends with a bum.

I want to die but the methods look really severe and I don't want to traumatise my family, I just want to end up in a hospital and die there. I hate life so much and I don't know how to even live anymore. I look at other people's lives and would rather be them than me

 

[voir2]

18 is still very young.
You have plenty of time to figure everything out.

I live in France. What are "3 U's" ?

 

[vercabow]

18 is still very young.
You have plenty of time to figure everything out.

I live in France. What are "3 U's" ?

A 'U' grade is the lowest grade you can get on a test. the grading system is used primarily in the UK and here in Singapore as well.

in any case, you still have time man. like what voir said, 18 is really young unless you've been suicidal for years. i don't want you to make a decision you might regret.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand just feeling so tired of it all, I also hate existing and just wish to sleep permanently, I wish there's the option to just simply die in peace and never suffer ever again. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[hatemylifeandmyself]

A 'U' grade is the lowest grade you can get on a test. the grading system is used primarily in the UK and here in Singapore as well.

in any case, you still have time man. like what voir said, 18 is really young unless you've been suicidal for years. i don't want you to make a decision you might regret.

There's no hope

 

[divinemistress36]

I tried to cbt at 18. Its a hard age. School is a joke and it wont matter when you get out in the real world. I liked my 20s better. Try to hold on theres lot of time for things to change <3