Ihatepain - few words

[Stan]

On Monday evening my time, our friend @ihatepain exercised his choice and is no longer with us. I had the honour of talking to him up until he ended the conversation to wipe his phone of all data. He was quite a private man so what I know about him I keep quiet in respect of that.

However he did want members to know his method and protocol in the hope it would help others.

He was 23, height 6'2" and weighed 130kg. He was physically OK.

His protocol was only the stat version:

20grams of SN mixed with 50ml of water. He made 2 extra cups for backup.

3x10mg meto 30 minutes before consuming the SN.

800mg of antiacid (cimetidine) 30 mins before consuming the SN.

My interactions with him were good ones, very well researched in what he was going to do and I found him to be a polite and thoughtful person.

I hope you reached the peace you were looking for my friend.

 

[gingerplum]

Oh jeez. I'm so sorry we never chatted; I wish I'd had the chance to know him.

Thank you for being with him, and thank you for making note of doses & times. Really nice summary.

Be at peace, ihatepain. Nothing and no one can ever hurt you again.

 

[Itsalmosttime]

Thanks for that Stan.

 

[Haku]

I never really knew Ihatepain, but I did follow some of his posts, and he seemd like a very kind and friendly person, and I also could tell that he was going through some tough times, I hope he departed painlessly and peacefully. Stan, this tribute was amazing, I am glad Ihatepain could have a friend like you to talk to him until the end.

 

[Moon Flower]

I hope he's found his peace. Great tribute, OP

 

[khw777]

Beautiful Tribute. Stan do you often help people who are struggling to ctb.

 

[Stan]

Beautiful Tribute. Stan do you often help people who are struggling to ctb.

People reach out to people who they feel comfortable with for whatever reason. We have such a wide spectrum of wonderful people here from different backgrounds, philosophies and characters its not hard to find someone that you can trust or click with. There have also been a few more people who don't want a goodbye thread at all but just want to have some form of company at the end. Ihatepain really just wanted to share with you all the method that he went by, nothing else nothing more. Just in the hope that it would be useful later on for members and I admired him for that.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

It's good that you could be there with him. I hope that he is finally at peace.

 

[puppy9]

People reach out to people who they feel comfortable with for whatever reason. We have such a wide spectrum of wonderful people here from different backgrounds, philosophies and characters its not hard to find someone that you can trust or click with. There have also been a few more people who don't want a goodbye thread at all but just want to have some form of company at the end. Ihatepain really just wanted to share with you all the method that he went by, nothing else nothing more. Just in the hope that it would be useful later on for members and I admired him for that.

When I die, I want you or ginger by my side.

 

[BPD_LE]

❤

 

[Stan]

When I die, I want you or ginger by my side.

I'm afraid my egg timer clock is starting to run low now. 1st week of December for me. But I appreciate the huge compliment

 

[wendydong1]

Rest in peace

 

[Heart of Ice]

Everyone's leaving now, it seems. RIP.

 

[Elias]

Much thanks for the method rundown, it will help. Here's hoping another soul found the greatest peace we're all longing for.

 

[ReadyToMeetMyMaker]

Thanks for posting. Rest in Peace @ihatepain.

 

[lymbo]

Rest in Peace .
Stan that was a nice tribute , what was h is reasons for ctb?