If you’re reading this I’m gone

[Idon'tknow828]

I've attempted suicide before. I've made a similar goodbye post like this one. I didn't have the heart to go through with catching the bus before. I'm creating this post on Wednesday 9:20 am MST. It's set to post itself at 10:00pm tonight. I did try to make my life better but things just didn't work out. I wonder if I'll have the guts to do it this time.

If you're reading this it's because I didn't cancel the post and that could only be for one reason…I'm dead, dying, or in the hospital. Hopefully the latter.

I would just like to say I've always really enjoyed the idea of dying because I've never had anything to live for. It seems senseless to fight for something I don't want. I want peace and life doesn't give me that, I'm hoping death dose. Those are my last words.

Thank you @trashprincess for all your help! When I made my first attempt and tried getting my life together, you helped me. Im just sorry things didn't work out. I wish you well!

Goodbye strangers.

 

[TheEndOfTheLine]

Goodbye stranger

 

[undynee]

I'm so sorry

 

[didntmeantohauntyou]

Damn. Goodbye i hope you found peace fellow stranger

 

[strawb12]

goodbye, I hope you found the peace you were looking for, or that you will eventually

 

[Anon7b8]

Safe travels. Wherever it might lead.

 

[ChantDuCygne]

I hope you have found peace.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Goodbye, safe travels, I hope you found peace and freedom!

Requiescat in pace!

 

[Dead Already]

Quick may it come,
Peaceful may it be.....
Safe travels

 

[TheMetalhead]

Hopefully you found your desired peace.

 

[Callie]

Hoping you a safe travel, stranger, wherever you may be now.

 

[trashprincess]

*Cries hysterically*

 

[Stormy Raine]

Omg I spoke to him earlier and although I never met him I feel horrible reading this I feel so guilty because I had to work and couldn't help him in his last hours. I hope he finds the peace he was looking for and I pray you are safe and happy. I feel so guilty, and I can't stop crying. I know how it feels and I pray someone was there for his last moments in life. If you do make it I want to say I'm sorry I couldn't be there yesterday and please forgive me. I'll never forget you

*Cries hysterically*

When did u last speak to him?

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Hopefully this means you are at peace now.

 

[sothisisgoodbye]

Whatever happens, I hope you're at peace

 

[trashprincess]

Omg I spoke to him earlier and although I never met him I feel horrible reading this I feel so guilty because I had to work and couldn't help him in his last hours. I hope he finds the peace he was looking for and I pray you are safe and happy. I feel so guilty, and I can't stop crying. I know how it feels and I pray someone was there for his last moments in life. If you do make it I want to say I'm sorry I couldn't be there yesterday and please forgive me. I'll never forget you

When did u last speak to him?

In like the middle of the day...

 

[Stormy Raine]

In like the middle of the day...

I spoke with him earlier before 7pm and I gave him my email address, he never reached out. I cried but I had to remember his reasons and to know he is safe and free which made me at ease.

 

[SVEN]

Sleep well and peacefully, weary traveller.

 

[cheese.out]

Safe travels. Hope you find the peace and love you so deserve

 

[ternox]

I've attempted suicide before. I've made a similar goodbye post like this one. I didn't have the heart to go through with catching the bus before. I'm creating this post on Wednesday 9:20 am MST. It's set to post itself at 10:00pm tonight. I did try to make my life better but things just didn't work out. I wonder if I'll have the guts to do it this time.

If you're reading this it's because I didn't cancel the post and that could only be for one reason…I'm dead, dying, or in the hospital. Hopefully the latter.

I would just like to say I've always really enjoyed the idea of dying because I've never had anything to live for. It seems senseless to fight for something I don't want. I want peace and life doesn't give me that, I'm hoping death dose. Those are my last words.

Thank you @trashprincess for all your help! When I made my first attempt and tried getting my life together, you helped me. Im just sorry things didn't work out. I wish you well!

Goodbye strangers.

I hope you are resting now and are in a nicer place than this. Hope to see you soon on the other side.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you found the freedom you were searching for, rest in peace.

 

[Unattainable666]

It overwhelms me with sadness that so many good people are leaving due to this shitty world. Fly high and rest in peace!

 

[punkarmadillo]

They hoped the latter which meant they hope that they were in hospital, which in my mind warped mind, means they did indeed not want to CTB. Depending on method they could have called for help they could have backed out, they're reaching out to strangers via messages,
leaving them hanging on, which I think is unfair. If they have left, I hope you are rolling down the highway on your cosmic wheels. If not. Think. Don't do this to folk who are already hurting. Peace out and if you are going have a safe journey,

They hoped the latter which meant they hope that they were in hospital, which in my mind warped mind, means they did indeed not want to CTB. Depending on method they could have called for help they could have backed out, they're reaching out to strangers via messages,
leaving them hanging on, which I think is unfair. If they have left, I hope you are rolling down the highway on your cosmic wheels. If not. Think. Don't do this to folk who are already hurting. Peace out and if you are going have a safe journey,

I've realised I sound like a c**t that is not my intention, just not in a good frame of mind, reactive, that's no good and and I worry about folk. If you aren't sure, please Seek professional help. We genuinely care, Me included even though I may sound mean. We hurt for every loss. I've just Lost a close friend to suicide I had no idea about. Please please anyone.thin ,be sure.don't involve folk Who can't do anything and are left hurting. I genuinely mean I wish everyone safe travels. But any chance of improvement please grab it,

 

[trashprincess]

*Screams*

 

[Tulip<3]

I'm sorry life took you in this direction. Rest in peace

 

[Stormy Raine]

They hoped the latter which meant they hope that they were in hospital, which in my mind warped mind, means they did indeed not want to CTB. Depending on method they could have called for help they could have backed out, they're reaching out to strangers via messages,
leaving them hanging on, which I think is unfair. If they have left, I hope you are rolling down the highway on your cosmic wheels. If not. Think. Don't do this to folk who are already hurting. Peace out and if you are going have a safe journey,


I've realised I sound like a c**t that is not my intention, just not in a good frame of mind, reactive, that's no good and and I worry about folk. If you aren't sure, please Seek professional help. We genuinely care, Me included even though I may sound mean. We hurt for every loss. I've just Lost a close friend to suicide I had no idea about. Please please anyone.thin ,be sure.don't involve folk Who can't do anything and are left hurting. I genuinely mean I wish everyone safe travels. But any chance of improvement please grab it,

I definitely agree! It leaves the person who you reached out to feeling guilty they couldn't be there enough

 

[front of me]

I wish you what you desire

 

[CheekyPhobia]

Rest in peace.