W

waitupana

Member
Jul 20, 2018
64
I know most people here would have an airtight method of delivering their note post-CTB, but what would happen if your note was published while you were alive? Do you think some of your issues would go away.
 
  • Like
Reactions: sif, RaphtaliaTwoAnimals, Lifeisatrap and 3 others
15dec

15dec

ember in the dark
Dec 7, 2018
1,550
Probably not. I imagine I'd get an interrogation from my parents and they'd take away the things I need to carry it out
 
  • Like
Reactions: sif, RaphtaliaTwoAnimals, Lifeisatrap and 2 others
W

waitupana

Member
Jul 20, 2018
64
Probably not. I imagine I'd get an interrogation from my parents and they'd take away the things I need to carry it out
I was too busy theorycrafting to remember that... Yeah bring admitted to a ward would suck, as would getting your tools taken away from you
 
  • Like
Reactions: sif, RaphtaliaTwoAnimals, Lifeisatrap and 2 others
Xerxes

Xerxes

Invisible
Nov 8, 2018
936
I probably get the "Awww he's crying for help again, what a f*ggot"
 
  • Like
Reactions: Mylifeispointless, Paloma, RaphtaliaTwoAnimals and 6 others
LongSeason

LongSeason

Member
Dec 14, 2018
83
I probably get the "Awww he's crying for help again, what a f*ggot"
Probably that.
I still can't find the strength to reread what I wrote in that letter.
 
Last edited:
  • Like
Reactions: Paloma, RaphtaliaTwoAnimals, Lifeisatrap and 1 other person
Empty Smile

Empty Smile

The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
1,785
I've tried writing a note before I ctb. I'll reread it, then tear it up thinking it sounds to corny, or sounding not right. So I said fuck it, no note.
 
  • Like
Reactions: RaphtaliaTwoAnimals, N-IsMyHope, Lifeisatrap and 5 others
LongSeason

LongSeason

Member
Dec 14, 2018
83
I've tried writing a note before I ctb. I'll reread it, then tear it up thinking it sounds to corny, or sounding not right. So I said fuck it, no note.
Once it's time all that I will write in mine is "Sorry".
 
  • Like
Reactions: Paloma, RaphtaliaTwoAnimals, Lifeisatrap and 1 other person
Empty Smile

Empty Smile

The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
1,785
Once it's time all that I will write in mine is "Sorry".
Thought about that too. But then decided it would still make them wonder why. Only difference in my case is, I don't need to apologise, they all know it's going to happen.
 
  • Like
Reactions: RaphtaliaTwoAnimals and Lifeisatrap
J Tizzle

J Tizzle

Member
Dec 7, 2018
58
I wrote mine out fairly recently. It basically lays out the journey of the last two years that brought me to this point, with a big focus on being sexually assaulted this past October 30th being the last straw. Nothing in it is new, and everybody knows. Most of the people would probably be surprised I was this bad off from it, but it wouldn't change anything.
 
  • Like
Reactions: RaphtaliaTwoAnimals, Lifeisatrap, Sick Boy and 3 others
Nanako

Nanako

Experienced
Dec 24, 2018
287
I won't write one
 
  • Like
Reactions: Paloma, RaphtaliaTwoAnimals, Lifeisatrap and 2 others
Purgatory

Purgatory

Oracle
Mar 21, 2018
142
I messed up. I wrote my note and left it out. Then I got drunk for courage. Passed out from drinking without even attempting. 3 days in the ward for that mistake.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Mylifeispointless, Paloma, RaphtaliaTwoAnimals and 2 others
LongSeason

LongSeason

Member
Dec 14, 2018
83
I messed up. I wrote my note and left it out. Then I got drunk for courage. Passed out from drinking without even attempting. 3 days in the ward for that mistake.
Dude.
That's really similar to what happened to me, I got so fucking drunk I couldn't manage to hang myself.
At least nobody found out.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Purgatory, RaphtaliaTwoAnimals, Lifeisatrap and 1 other person
Lunaemoth

Lunaemoth

Member
Dec 14, 2018
85
That's happened to me before. Involuntary psych hold is what that will get you.
 
  • Like
Reactions: RaphtaliaTwoAnimals, Lifeisatrap and Sick Boy
D

DeletedUser4739

Guest
I know most people here would have an airtight method of delivering their note post-CTB, but what would happen if your note was published while you were alive? Do you think some of your issues would go away.
nah, everybody knows. no one cares, or can do anything to stop it. after years of insanity, i have become untouchable to most. it's for everyone's best interests anyway.
 
  • Like
Reactions: sif, RaphtaliaTwoAnimals, Floraknife and 1 other person
therhydler

therhydler

Enlightened
Dec 7, 2018
1,196
My note was taken by the police before anyone had a chance to read it. Next time I don't think there will be a note... I don't know what to say any more
 
  • Like
Reactions: sif, Mylifeispointless, Didymus and 4 others
Sick Boy

Sick Boy

Student
Oct 19, 2018
186
probably my parents would say:"Aww my poor son feels lonely,he need some Friends and a job"
 
  • Like
Reactions: Numbtopain97, sif, Mylifeispointless and 2 others
N

NotWorthLiving

Enlightened
Dec 8, 2018
1,264
Everything would get worse...
 
  • Like
Reactions: sif, Lifeisatrap, RaphtaliaTwoAnimals and 2 others

Similar threads