You pressing the button?

  • Yes

    Votes: 38 74.5%
  • No

    Votes: 13 25.5%

  • Total voters
    51
bitofftoomuch

bitofftoomuch

hold onto those who accept your messy self
Jul 1, 2024
148
any attempt you make will fail regardless of method, think divine intervention. but after 365 days you go back to normal and if you've saved any money you can keep it.

i know personally i would press it.
 
ladylazarus4

ladylazarus4

exhausted
May 12, 2024
220
Yeah, I'd press it for sure. I don't really plan on CTBing in the next year. I'm pretty much just keeping these methods in my back pocket for now.

edit: also, can you press the button again after the first year?
 
Just_Another_Person

Just_Another_Person

Student
Sep 16, 2024
194
I would press without thinking twice. All that money could make me veeeeeeeeeeery happy. Btw, this would only work once in life or you can press the button again after a year has passed?
 
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Fate

Fate

Nothingness is blissful
Aug 10, 2024
58
I mean, I could take multiple holidays around south America to try and source N with 50k, id be able to try and bribe my way to it. Worth a shot anyways.
 
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LXR515

LXR515

Member
Jun 12, 2024
30
I think I could proboably do enough with the 50k in one year to make it worthwhile and just CTB the next year
 
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LapseInTime

LapseInTime

Top-notch parasite.
Sep 4, 2024
97
Y - E - S. It's my chance to plan it better! Maybe I could even get N. I'd do it.
 
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soledad.virgen

soledad.virgen

call me sol
Dec 1, 2020
74
i have a date set already but I'd delay it and take the 50k to help get a better method, spend a little on a trip, and leave some behind for my loved ones.
 
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bitofftoomuch

bitofftoomuch

hold onto those who accept your messy self
Jul 1, 2024
148
Ok so I expected a majority to say yes but not such an overwhelming majority, lol dialectical materialism stays winning
Yeah, I'd press it for sure. I don't really plan on CTBing in the next year. I'm pretty much just keeping these methods in my back pocket for now.

edit: also, can you press the button again after the first year?
i actually just made another poll based on this concept/a similar concept lol. i have long wondered, would most people still ctb if they had material security? I think not, personally.
 
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measuremeasure

measuremeasure

Member
Sep 13, 2024
21
pay off dignitas, travel modestly, see some sights, get some nice solitary time alone, visit with a few friends i'm usually not well enough to bother, then the year is up and it's time to go to sleep. it would be perfect.
 
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alienfreak

alienfreak

A danger to myself
Sep 25, 2024
199
No. That money would change very little for me and it is scary to think i could be forced to live even if my pain level increases substantially
 
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Ondine0000ff

Ondine0000ff

Water and Dirt
Aug 19, 2023
90
Sadly I don't think any amount of money would make me happy, I would always have this sick feeling that nothing will ever go right, spoiling the whole thing for me.
 
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HereTomorrow

HereTomorrow

Eternally atoning
Feb 1, 2024
482
Ultimately, my goal is to build enough funds to safely move across the country to start over and escape my past. $ 50k will significantly aid me in that journey.
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
20,897
$50k only lasts like two months in California. I'd need at least $500k to even start to consider this offer.
 
DefinitelyReady

DefinitelyReady

*perpetually annoyed*
Mar 14, 2024
1,180
You already made a thread asking this ludicrous question...
 
ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
4,618
No, this money wouldn't even do anything for me
 
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Reflection

Reflection

One last hurrah
Sep 12, 2024
251
I would, the money on its own may not do shit but it is life changing where I live so I could use it to drastically improve my quality of life, and that could help fix my situation.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
37,993
I just want to not exist, I have no interest in suffering in this existence and never have done. In my case the only relief could ever lie in non-existence, I only hope to never exist again, something as cruel, futile and torturous as existence is deeply undesirable to me and just feels like a terrible mistake, the thought of being trapped in this existence with no limit as to how much agony I can feel just to be tortured by old age is horrific to me personally, I'd never wish for that.
 
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