Mr2005
Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
- Sep 25, 2018
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That's what girlfriend thinks and if she loses me she'll take that to mean I didn't. This is what she'll find hardest to live with
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For some love it's enough to keep them alive ,they center their lives around that person.
For some it works ..it's giving them a reason to stay alive, strenght to fight .
But for me it's not enough , I've stopped feeling this , in many ways .
I love them .. but that doesnt make it any bit easier for me , it's only torturing me .
I'm in the same situation. My mom constantly says "no don't do this I love you it will kill me". I have suffered so many years staying alive purely for her. It's been miserable. I'm at the point where I still take her extreme grief and my husband's feelings into consideration...a crossroads. A lifetime of misery for others or Friday nally letting myself have long due peace. And it's taken years to get this was but I'm going with myself first and my own peace.
People always try to flip it around on us and say it's selfish to commit suicide what about me" or "since they killed themselves I guess they didn't love me". Well let's turn that around someone asking me at stay alive miserably just so they don't have to feel sad is selfish too, and in my case me killing myself didn't show that I didn't live them but I do love them enough to stop being a miserable burden everyday.
Love might be enough for some but now it's only a hindrance.