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Forever Sleep
Earned it we have...
- May 4, 2022
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I'm always curious about how people experience their own state of mind- if that makes sense? Like ideation- some people fight it, some people hate it, some people openly embrace it.
I get the impression that people with Nihistic views might be the same. I recall someone saying learning about Nihilism was like peeking behind the curtain in 'The Wizard of Oz'. Once the illusion of life and what we're taught it's supposed to be is dropped- it's hard to un-see the 'reality'. I think some people feel empowered by knowing 'the truth'- while for others- maybe it robs them of their joy- if their joy was wrapped up in what are now seen as delusions.
I also wonder whether it's harder to live with Nihilistic views and yet- still have to do things like- go to work. I imagine it's harder to commit to having to live life when your heart really isn't in it.
For me- I'm not a total Nihilist- although, I do hold some Nihilistic beliefs. For me- I think my cynicism has helped me in a way! My actual character is fairly placid and polite- which tends to leave me open for exploitation. I think it's my cynical, Nihilistic side that sometimes stops that from happening. Plus, I think recently, it has helped me to relax! At one point, I'd be panicking and be wracked with guilt at any time I wasn't working. I'm finding it so much harder to care now! It likely won't last- I do need to earn money in the long run but for now honestly- it's nice! It can feel liberating knowing you don't need to be part of the rat race.
I get the impression that people with Nihistic views might be the same. I recall someone saying learning about Nihilism was like peeking behind the curtain in 'The Wizard of Oz'. Once the illusion of life and what we're taught it's supposed to be is dropped- it's hard to un-see the 'reality'. I think some people feel empowered by knowing 'the truth'- while for others- maybe it robs them of their joy- if their joy was wrapped up in what are now seen as delusions.
I also wonder whether it's harder to live with Nihilistic views and yet- still have to do things like- go to work. I imagine it's harder to commit to having to live life when your heart really isn't in it.
For me- I'm not a total Nihilist- although, I do hold some Nihilistic beliefs. For me- I think my cynicism has helped me in a way! My actual character is fairly placid and polite- which tends to leave me open for exploitation. I think it's my cynical, Nihilistic side that sometimes stops that from happening. Plus, I think recently, it has helped me to relax! At one point, I'd be panicking and be wracked with guilt at any time I wasn't working. I'm finding it so much harder to care now! It likely won't last- I do need to earn money in the long run but for now honestly- it's nice! It can feel liberating knowing you don't need to be part of the rat race.