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sugarb
long time sunshine
- Jun 14, 2024
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I think about CTB a lot, and on occasion I'll get a very certain, profound feeling of "ok, it's time."
I don't have a gun so I'm stuck with imagining for now, but if I did- in the last week I probably would've CTB'd 10-12 times over. Today: 2 times.
Which led to this post, as I'm curious about y'all. If you'd had a loaded gun- let's say a generic 12 gauge with the appropriate ammunition- over the last 24 hours, how many times over would you have done it? How many moments felt right?
I don't have a gun so I'm stuck with imagining for now, but if I did- in the last week I probably would've CTB'd 10-12 times over. Today: 2 times.
Which led to this post, as I'm curious about y'all. If you'd had a loaded gun- let's say a generic 12 gauge with the appropriate ammunition- over the last 24 hours, how many times over would you have done it? How many moments felt right?