ddn.ctb

ddn.ctb

Waiting to step off in front of an audience
Sep 9, 2023
236
I am always optimistic that I can find a CTB partner either through webcam, voice or text.

Not sure if that is realistic expectation ?
 
Altalune

Altalune

alea iacta est
Oct 21, 2023
48
Yes I would, honestly it sounds like a good way to go. You could talk about your feelings, support each other, wish each other well, and not feel alone in your last moments.
 
ddn.ctb

ddn.ctb

Waiting to step off in front of an audience
Sep 9, 2023
236
Yes I would, honestly it sounds like a good way to go. You could talk about your feelings, support each other, wish each other well, and not feel alone in your last moments.
I agree with you on that one. But how minimum could it be for you to have value - for example, live texting? Would that provide enough support?
 
Altalune

Altalune

alea iacta est
Oct 21, 2023
48
Honestly anything goes, texting, voice chat, video chat. It doesn't really matter at that point, does it? Whatever me and my partner are comfortable with.
 
  • Like
Reactions: ddn.ctb
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
37,330
No, I just want to die peacefully far away from other people and be forgotten about. In general I just think a suicide partner isn't a good idea as other people cannot be trusted and relied on, involving other people in suicide plans could potentially lead to complications.
 
  • Like
Reactions: LilaMond, obey_xi, DyingToDie123 and 2 others
SpencerSees

SpencerSees

I used to be blind, but now i see
Feb 22, 2023
85
Anything would be better than the loneliness imo. A partner would be nice, especially a complete stranger. No previous impressions and such...
 
  • Like
Reactions: ddn.ctb
kilowatt

kilowatt

Guns don't kill people I kill people
Sep 9, 2023
377
Definitely not. I want my last moments to be peaceful and quiet. More importantly that would interfere with my plans a lot.
 
  • Like
Reactions: ddn.ctb
ManByTheRiver

ManByTheRiver

Bliss
Oct 19, 2023
104
Definitely a no as well. I'm not scared to be alone, nor to die alone. I would prefer to be alone somewhere beautiful before death.
 
  • Like
Reactions: ddn.ctb
wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,801
yes hope I can find a CTB partner
 
  • Like
Reactions: ddn.ctb
bridgegirl

bridgegirl

life on the edge, I guess
Oct 16, 2023
135
No, I just want to die peacefully far away from other people and be forgotten about. In general I just think a suicide partner isn't a good idea as other people cannot be trusted and relied on, involving other people in suicide plans could potentially lead to complications.
Those are very fair points.
 
  • Like
Reactions: ddn.ctb
ohyouknow

ohyouknow

Member
Jun 11, 2022
76
No way. I'm not going to essentially encourage another person to ctb with my presence and pro-death attitude. My problems are mine alone. I hope everyone else finds help, companionship, good luck, etc.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Manfrotto99 and ddn.ctb
numar

numar

Always tired
Sep 11, 2023
54
my girlfriend ctb, she was the only person i wld have ever gone with and i wish i had
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: ddn.ctb
Pipsqueak!

Pipsqueak!

hi there.
Jul 14, 2023
74
If I had the option, I would. Obviously there are a lot of things that can go wrong with partnered CTB but if none of things were a factor then I would.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Twiceler
BananiFatFat

BananiFatFat

Member
Oct 20, 2023
19
I wish I had someone to CTB with me. I feel like it would be way more calming to have someone there in person.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: ddn.ctb
DyingToDie123

DyingToDie123

she/her
Oct 25, 2023
385
I went to the partners megathread after buying way more SN than I will need and was seeing if there were people nearby to share it with. There's something weird though to me about doing it with a stranger on the internet. My last moments would probably be me trying to not be awkward me to this person, which sounds stressful, and also panicking about, like, what happens if they die and I don't? Do I get convicted of manslaughter? I watched the Michelle Carter documentary and it is my biggest fear with this site.
 
  • Like
Reactions: ddn.ctb and avaruus
avaruus

avaruus

loser · gone very soon
Aug 17, 2022
560
In my opinion, it would be really nice on paper. But in reality i think it would be somewhat uncomfortable, maybe if you knew them well before hand then it would be more comfortable .
 
  • Like
Reactions: ddn.ctb
HollowDrop

HollowDrop

ah
Oct 4, 2023
135
Probably not. I really don't want to encourage another person to die even if they want to. I would only encourage those who I feel truly should die, garbage like myself.
 
  • Like
Reactions: ddn.ctb
achb

achb

I am Clive
Oct 23, 2023
133
I don't know. I think it depends on the partner. There are some suicidal people I simply cannot relate to nor find comforting to be around. We simply do not share the same struggles nor reasons. But if they were already a friend? Absolutely. If we messaged before hand and suit each other well enough? Sure.
 
  • Like
Reactions: DyingToDie123 and ddn.ctb
ddn.ctb

ddn.ctb

Waiting to step off in front of an audience
Sep 9, 2023
236
I don't know. I think it depends on the partner. There are some suicidal people I simply cannot relate to nor find comforting to be around. We simply do not share the same struggles nor reasons. But if they were already a friend? Absolutely. If we messaged before hand and suit each other well enough? Sure.
That is so true. You need more than just someone there. There has to be a connection.
 
  • Like
Reactions: achb and DyingToDie123

Similar threads

spring vainglory
Replies
21
Views
631
Suicide Discussion
chasingsarcasm
C
C
Replies
17
Views
434
Suicide Discussion
LunarLight
LunarLight
J
Replies
4
Views
208
Suicide Discussion
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
futurebuscatcher
Replies
8
Views
244
Suicide Discussion
futurebuscatcher
futurebuscatcher
Davey40210
Replies
13
Views
374
Offtopic
EvisceratedJester
EvisceratedJester