alexithymia

alexithymia

Student
Sep 18, 2019
176
Ever since I was young, I've fantasized about being someone else. Someone normal, well-adjusted, maybe even content with life!

Who would you be? Can be a celebrity or someone in your personal life—as long as they're living.
 
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Empty Smile

Empty Smile

The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
1,785
Sorry... The person I wish I could have been has been dead for over a hundred years.

William H. Bonney; AKA Billy the Kid.
 
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marcusuk63

marcusuk63

CTB
Mar 24, 2019
1,735
I wouldn't want to be anyone who is still alive because they still have to live in this horrible present world
 
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Boonks

Boonks

Lowlife
Mar 2, 2019
236
Eminem, The Rap God, fuck I'd love to be him.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
I'm ok with being me, but I wish I had been born into a better environment and had been educated a lot better in my formative years. I would not mind being younger though lol!
 
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Numbtopain97

Numbtopain97

deader than dead
Aug 10, 2019
443
Bill Gates. He's smart and rich as fuck.
 
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snowball

Member
Sep 27, 2019
25
Of course me, I am smart and sexy
 
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vulturecyclop

Member
May 23, 2019
83
No one tbh. Even the prettiest and smartest girls can get cheated on. No life for me thank you very much.
 
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Dawn0071111

Dawn0071111

Hungry Ghost
Dec 9, 2018
570
Angelina Jolie.
 
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Rachel74

Rachel74

Enlightened
Sep 7, 2019
1,716
Me at 25 with no bipolar, I'd like to be that person.
As for a celebrity I'd chose Carrie Fisher without the bipolar x
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
9,021
Someone who is really old and taking their final gasps of breath. :wink:
 
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Sargasm

Sargasm

Compassion makes the world go 'round.
Jun 19, 2019
103
Some attractive spoiled rich kid that never had to worry about a damn thing except which party I am going to, and which countries I am vacationing in for the summer. Yeah those people piss me off, but you can bet your sweet ass I would take that life in a heartbeat.
 
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LastFlowers

LastFlowers

the haru that can read
Apr 27, 2019
2,170
A newborn baby that was guaranteed to grow up attractive. I think I have too much sentiment attached to my current family though, I don't know if I'd want to start all over again with no knowledge of anything or anyone. (Including my material things and my cats lol) I would need to remember my pain and suffering as well, I would not want to continue living it but I would not want to forget it.
If I could do that and start again in the same family, even though I also have reasons to hate them, I would.
I don't want to be anyone else but a reborn version of myself that is comfortable enough in my own skin to function and do what I wanted to do with my life.
Me at 25 with no bipolar, I'd like to be that person.
As for a celebrity I'd chose Carrie Fisher without the bipolar x
I'll admit, Carrie Fisher is a good one.
 
marcusuk63

marcusuk63

CTB
Mar 24, 2019
1,735
Sam Beckett so i could put right that once went wrong for you all
 
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fettuccinee

fettuccinee

Member
Oct 3, 2019
54
rob lowe back when he played sodapop on the outsiders
 
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a_strange_day

Arcanist
Jul 16, 2019
461
I don't want to be someone else. I want to stay myself but slightly improved. More beautiful, more muscular, bigger, richer, more confident, smarter etc...
Not much :)
 
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CFLoser

CFLoser

I fcking hate myself
Dec 5, 2018
611
A random baby of a middle class happy family
 
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GarbagelifeNohope

GarbagelifeNohope

Can someone kill me for me?
Oct 8, 2019
4
Anyone who has a normal life, no mental ailments, no abuse, a proper childhood, and friends. I had my life swiped from under my feet by my neglectful and abusive family, and have been fucked in the head since. Whatever chances I did have at a normal life were fucked up by just a few poor choices, absolutely cementing my destiny to die at my own hand. Even the prospect of another chance, a better roll in life... I can only wish.
 
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azucaramargo

azucaramargo

Enlightened
Sep 16, 2018
1,010
A random baby of a middle class happy family
Everything you write makes me want to know more. Isn't that the mark of a great artist? "Leave 'em wanting more," or something?
 
BlueWidow

BlueWidow

Visionary
Oct 6, 2019
2,179
Whoever is next in line to die. I'll take their place.
 
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MysticPerception

MysticPerception

I'm back and I'll still smile for you
Dec 31, 2019
1,252
Whoever is next in line to die. I'll take their place.
I almost want to agree with that 100% but I'd still have to say myself. It's pointless if I'm not me. Dying on my own terms only means something to me because I am the person I am now. If I was anyone else, what's the point? The second I become someone else is the second I stop existing in my eyes. While that doesn't necessarily sound bad that takes away the idea of me ending things with my own hands. Someone else's hands just isn't the same. Maybe I'm just egoistical though I'm not sure.
 
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ctbUniquectb

Pariah
Jan 7, 2020
489
Donald Trump, launch the nukes for the lulz
 
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cobwebpipe

Member
Feb 20, 2019
8
An amalgam of my favourite rockstar/athlete/scientist. I'd have it all if I could :-)
 
voyager

voyager

Don't you dare go hollow...
Nov 25, 2019
965
I almost want to agree with that 100% but I'd still have to say myself. It's pointless if I'm not me. Dying on my own terms only means something to me because I am the person I am now. If I was anyone else, what's the point? The second I become someone else is the second I stop existing in my eyes. While that doesn't necessarily sound bad that takes away the idea of me ending things with my own hands. Someone else's hands just isn't the same. Maybe I'm just egoistical though I'm not sure.

Excellent point. Would be interesting though to see oneself from the outside. You could then murder yourself and jump back in before dying. Completely out of one's hands, and suddenly everyone is fine with one's ctb. They'd even feel for you.
 

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