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4everHeartBroken
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- Feb 11, 2024
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I think this is awful. Since I became suicidal or apparently at the "absolute lowest level of consciousness", then why do I feel more aware than EVER in my life since I started wanting to die? I believe it's my "awakening" and my new heightened awareness is what brought me to wanting to die. According to this chart, suicidal people fall into "vicitimhood". So when life throws you more curveballs than someone who's brain is able to be considered, "Enlightened", you are considered to be at a lower level of consciousness than them? I went backwards on this chart from "Hustle and Grind" to "Victimhood" apparently, when I've never felt more enlightened in my life! Or… Maybe I'm just crazy because I want to die. I wonder how some therapists view this chart. Your thoughts?
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