Discussion If nothing changes, I'm planning on CTBing this sunday and leaving behind a video when I do it, does anyone want to see it and maybe help spread it?

[anonymousapple]

The video is going to be mostly about the issues that lead to my CTB, and discussing things that need to be dealt with in order to help prevent the issues from arising that would make someone want to CTB for mental reasons (at least in my personal experience)

 

[Meditation guide]

The video is going to be mostly about the issues that lead to my CTB, and discussing things that need to be dealt with in order to help prevent the issues from arising that would make someone want to CTB for mental reasons (at least in my personal experience)

You could do that yourself ahead of time?

 

[anonymousapple]

You could do that yourself ahead of time?

What do you mean by that?

 

[BeenDoneForSoLong]

Why do you want to spread it? You won't be able to see what happens afterwards.

 

[anonymousapple]

Why do you want to spread it? You won't be able to see what happens afterwards.

because my death can at least be used as a message to try and prevent people in the future from having to endure the same circumstances, and there is a chance, a very small miniscule chance, but a chance, that those issues will start being dealt with or at the very least have more attention brought to them

 

[decafcoffee]

yeah sure i would watch and save it in case i ever have a platform (i have no social circle, major reason to be here)
yeah sure i would watch and save it in case i ever have a platform (i have no social circle, major reason to be here)

 

[Meditation guide]

The video is going to be mostly about the issues that lead to my CTB, and discussing things that need to be dealt with in order to help prevent the issues from arising that would make someone want to CTB for mental reasons (at least in my personal experience)

I was just wondering why it has to be made just before you ctb? Couldn't you make it a couple days in advance? Or do you feel doing this just before you ctb will carry more emphasis?

 

[Trulylost]

Curious on how you'd put it out there for anyone interested. I totally would watch it

 

[anonymousapple]

Curious on how you'd put it out there for anyone interested. I totally would watch it

Youtube has an option to schedule videos, they get uploaded as soon as you send the file, but they're privated (nobody can see them) until the certain date you specify, so I'd be scheduling it for 4 hours after I take the SN (4 hours seems to be the max amount of time it takes you to die with SN)

I was just wondering why it has to be made just before you ctb? Couldn't you make it a couple days in advance? Or do you feel doing this just before you ctb will carry more emphasis?

I'm making it tomorrow so it'll still be a couple days in advance, it's not to carry more weight, it's actually something I was thinking of doing ever since I got more serious about CTBing but I never really had the motivation to do it so I kept procrastinating

 

[AvaAdore]

Wouldn't you have to have someone help you make the video though so that the file could be uploaded after you die?

 

[falloutcarter13]

I think its an honorable thing, to want to help people even after you're gone. Perhaps making the video will bring you some measure of peace as well. Best wishes.

 

[Nohopeinhell]

Would you share the video on here? How would we find your YouTube?

 

[GoneGoneGone]

I also think it's a noble gesture.
But wouldn't it put more pressure on you to ctb? What if you wanna change your mind?

 

[CainKilledAbel]

because my death can at least be used as a message to try and prevent people in the future from having to endure the same circumstances, and there is a chance, a very small miniscule chance, but a chance, that those issues will start being dealt with or at the very least have more attention brought to them

Not be a Debbie downer (but considering the topic of discussion I'm sure allowances can be made): I wouldn't put too much faith/hope in humanity to change from your tragic end. Do not sacrifice yourself in the hopes of becoming a cautionary tale. Don't end your life with aspirations that your death will be meaningful to others. It's a logical fallacy to CTB in the hopes of preventing someone else from CTB.

 

[ceelo]

your vid wont change dick mate, no one ever listens they just use it to push their own self righteous agendas and believe whatever they want to irrespective of the truth.

 

[anonymousapple]

Wouldn't you have to have someone help you make the video though so that the file could be uploaded after you die?

read the post above yours

Not be a Debbie downer (but considering the topic of discussion I'm sure allowances can be made): I wouldn't put too much faith/hope in humanity to change from your tragic end. Do not sacrifice yourself in the hopes of becoming a cautionary tale. Don't end your life with aspirations that your death will be meaningful to others. It's a logical fallacy to CTB in the hopes of preventing someone else from CTB.

I'm not CTBing for other people, I'm CTBing for my own reasons, but I do still want to be able to have my CTB possibly (as I mentioned earlier it's a very very small chance) do some good in the world

I also think it's a noble gesture.
But wouldn't it put more pressure on you to ctb? What if you wanna change your mind?

it doesn't put more pressure on me because I'm CTBing for my own reasons, in fact this video isn't even a reason I want to CTB, it's kind of just a bonus, if I do end up changing my mind I'll just scrap the video and maybe put out the same message later but without CTBing

 

[GoneGoneGone]

t doesn't put more pressure on me because I'm CTBing for my own reasons, in fact this video isn't even a reason I want to CTB, it's kind of just a bonus, if I do end up changing my mind I'll just scrap the video and maybe put out the same message later but without CTBing

Seems like a sensible plan

 

[youngalaska]

Have you thought about maybe leaving 7 cassette tapes, with 13 reasons why you've decided to kill yourself recorded on them?
Just a thought.

 

[SoIntoYou]

Yes! I think this is a great idea no matter how much publicity it gets.

 

[Lost_the_will2_live]

Will give insight to people on here who's method is SN also. To see how you are once it's been taken.

 

[Meditation guide]

Will give insight to people on here who's method is SN also. To see how you are once it's been taken.

Yes if that's what kind of video he means. I thought he wanted to talk about his issues that led him to do this?