Watching you die, you mean? I would not want to see that. I am going to tell you right now:
If you post your suicide online, it WILL end up on gore websites.
I browsed gore for a very long time as a young teen and into adulthood, and still do occasionally. I do not enjoy it. It is a form of self harm. But I can tell you, there are people that will, and probably already do, come to places like this to find more content for whatever reason. Videos and pictures that families beg to be taken down are only spread further. You will be regarded with sympathy by some, but also mockery. People are not kind in those places, please remember that. Online safety is important.
I have fantasized about ending my life live for two reasons, although I will never do it.
One: I don't want to be alone in the end. Two: I know there are people like me that will see it and find some misplaced comfort in watching someone else succeed in what you want. It also provided me with confidence to know it's what I want eventually, as seeing suicide in action is not the same as in dreams.
