Venting If I lived alone I already had ctb a long time ago

[Quinlor]

Every morning I have the same sensation. My family is the unique reason or hitch for I still a live...

 

[WornOutLife]

I used to live alone and tried to CTB two times so I know that feeling, mate.
Hope you can find peace soon.

 

[antigone_iris]

Every morning I have the same sensation. My family is the unique reason or hitch for I still a live...

Same here I hope things will get better for you

 

[LoneMisery]

Im currently working on getting clean to get a good job in order to move out on my own away from family. Away from leaning on and asking for help.
Only then will i know for sure i want to do it. But anytime i achieve any goal in life big or small the feeling still there.
In fact anytime someone tells me anything nice about me i instantly get angry and think of every possible reason why theyre wrong.
Im hoping being on my own will finally make me feel so alone that i can finally ctb. I also wouldnt want anybody to kno where i live either. Its why i deleted all social media. Anything with locations or pictures of what im doing. Gone. I hope to be alao.