Venting If I ever CTB I hope my family feel guilty and know I hate them

[painIess]

There's not much else to be said
I just hope they rot in hell somewhere distant from me because I don't want even to hear their screams

 

[wildflowers1996]

I'm so sorry you're in so much pain

 

[Aim]

There's not much else to be said
I just hope they rot in hell somewhere distant from me because I don't want even to hear their screams

Breaks my heart to read this But i understand so much how you feel. I felt just the same as you. It's very painful. I Choose to forgive. For my own sanity. But never speak again. I believe in karma. So without revenge. I think what goes around has a funny way to come around. Wish you the best

 

[LifeTransit_1]

I fully understand the pain man. Having a family that you hate is something I'm dealing with too and it's not fun. I hope you don't have to think about them sooner than later. It would be helpful knowing it's one less thing on your mind.

 

[qw3rty259]

At least it's easier for you to ctb, cause there are no thoughts like "i shouldn't upset my parents so i have to stay alive for now" and all that bs

 

[steppenwolf]

There's not much else to be said
I just hope they rot in hell somewhere distant from me because I don't want even to hear their screams

Fuck them. Just cut them loose and tell people they were the sweetest family in the world but died tragically in a car accident. Then suck up all the sympathy.