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Iris Blue
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- Oct 23, 2023
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I wouldn't want to see their reactions for satisfaction or spite just genuine curiosity. I don't think I'd be able to see the reaction of my direct family or friends though. Just people I either was pretty close with or knew enough. Like past friends, classmates, teachers, therapists, or people I had maybe a one time encounter with but it was a memorable one. How would they find out? Would it be from someone who knew me who knows them? Would it be from a cheesy bs memorial post on social media or them running into one of my family members or friends who already heard the news in a grocery store?
"Oh how have you been? How's Iris Blue doing?"
"Oh well… she killed herself a few months ago."
Then what?
I know everyone takes news differently but would they cry? How would they feel? Did I matter enough for them to care about my death? Would they wonder why I did it? How long will it last of people finding out about my passing?
I'm also very curious about how people would react who knew me only when I was younger. The hyper shy sweet young girl somehow had a life so horrible she wanted to end it all. Who would've known.
"Oh how have you been? How's Iris Blue doing?"
"Oh well… she killed herself a few months ago."
Then what?
I know everyone takes news differently but would they cry? How would they feel? Did I matter enough for them to care about my death? Would they wonder why I did it? How long will it last of people finding out about my passing?
I'm also very curious about how people would react who knew me only when I was younger. The hyper shy sweet young girl somehow had a life so horrible she wanted to end it all. Who would've known.