If ADHD meds are unavailable, is smoking an alternative?

[whatdoidonow]

I have been trying to find a way to stop being paralyzed by depressing and all sorts of unnecessary thoughts, and I also want to just feel like those WW2 era soldiers that just advanced through the battlefield without any fear of death (I am implying illegal drugs here which I cannot use).
I may or may not have adhd, but I am unable to get adhd meds because every psych told me that that I am not adhd, but rather depression.
Can I use smoking to feel like a human that is not even afraid of being killed?
Weed is illegal here. I can get at most a 6mg cig

 

[uuser1412]

Where do you live? If there is a will, there is a way, so keep trying

 

[Hvergelmir]

Can I use smoking to feel like a human that is not even afraid of being killed?

Nicotine will not have that effect. Neither will cannabis.

I think your pursuit is misguided, but it sounds like you're looking for strong stimulants - maybe amphetamine or cocaine.
What are you trying to accomplish? Specifically? You're not in WW2.

 

[honeytea]

Sounds silly and idk if theres any actual science behind it or just a me thing or whatever but for the ADHD part specifically; energy drinks used to help me feel a bit calmer and more collected before my meds, but seems like you're looking for something a bit more stimulating than that but ill throw it in as a more legal suggestion haha. But yeah as the other person said "If there is a will, there is a way" you could keep pushing for prescription if thats what you think you need, and if antidepressants are recommended to go with the depression diagnose then maybe give that a go if you haven't tried that already? it can help you feel more numb to everything but doesn't work for everyone ofc