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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
7,031
I have borderline personality disorder.
I AM borderline personality disorder.

I find there's no distinction between me and it. I can be gothic/emo, country, hippie (these being my most common ones). I can be the nicest person in the world or I'll leave you for dead without batting an eye. Some moments I'm on top of the world. I can do anything, it's a breeze. And others I'm so crushed I can't see then next 2 seconds let alone another day.

Most disorders seem to be more of an add-on. Not messing with your likes or dislikes and depending/for the most part, not messing with you as a person. But bpd.... There is no me, just it.

It's difficult to know who you are when you're everything and when you're everything just because you have a disorder, you're nothing...
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
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I'm pretty sure I have it too. I'm always confused about who I am and what I want.