Venting IDK what to do

[borderlineinpain]

I just want to be happy but I can't, this damn disorder is ruining my life. I ruin everything.
I just want to die and rest. I want my loved ones to be well and stop suffering for me

 

[FuneralCry]

Life is just too cruel and it's sad how so much suffering exists. I'm sorry that you have to endure this. I understand the feeling of just wanting to rest, there does seem to be no relief from misery in a life like this. I wish you the best.

 

[theboy]

Life can really be a monotony of endless suffering. I hope you find peace

 

[virgilwalks]

What is happening in your life?

 

[borderlineinpain]

What is happening in your life?

I have the most painful personality disorder (BPD), I have social anxiety so I don't have any real friends and the friends I do have I keep away from myself because I don't think I'm worthy of their love or their company. This disorder ruins my life and my interpersonal relationships. I don't know what to do with my life anymore, I've been thinking about suicide since I was 8 yo.

 

[Ruinedbypsy]

I relate, I'm bipolar and just don't see the point anymore. Manic episodes and delusions have ruined every good thing I had. I'm thinking about taking SN tonight.

I hope you find peace in life or in death.

 

[clogs]

I'm the same but I don't have a diagnosis.