guineapiglover8503
Emily
- Oct 7, 2024
- 17
Half of the time I feel like CTB is the only option and I crave it more than anything. Sometimes in that time I don't even trust myself driving bc I want to unbuckle and floor it into a wall. However, the other half, I am either indifferent about dying or am happy to be alive. This fluctuation can happen like once a day at the most frequent and I don't know what to do. My goal right now is to make it though at least a year of college and see what I think but idrk if I can make it past then
