Idk know what to do

[Shatami44]

I don't wanna self-harm cause I don't really like the idea of pain as a whole, I don't wanna talk to friends or family abt my issue, and I'm not all that into drugs rn.I wanna kill myself eventually but I dont have any methods to cope with my overwhelming thoughts. The only real mechanism I have is alcohol and even that can only do so much for me.

 

[shootingsweetrolls]

If you can, seek therapy. Even if the therapy itself doesn't necessarily help, having someone to vent to every now and again can help you cope with your overwhelming thoughts.