Venting Idk its one of those nights

[Ameya]

I don't really have anyone left to vent to or place. I feel like a pretty lonely dude. I have friendish and all, but I don't feel close to anyone at all. I don't feel like I can open up anymore bc for me it has been the same bs for years now. I know truly no one cares, I'm not saying this from a place of pity, but I see it. People tell me they miss me when I am not there, but they make sure to make me feel lonely af. Never contacting me and stuff.

I know I should be more grateful and shit bc some ppl here have no one at all. But for fuvks sake my mind is clouded af right now.

I am my own echo chamber man. I should start taking fucking action. I have promised people a few things before I die, but I don't know if I really want to keep them all up the promises. Or if I even can.

I fucking hate loneliness or feeling like it. It never goes away. Death is my only escape really.

 

[Huntfish34]

I certainly relate, sorry you are feeling that way. I've always heard that distinction of being " alone " and " lonely ". I know they are different, but to me the 2 can also go hand in hand. Maybe just a matter of perspective.. idk

Rest assured that you are Not alone here on SS. ♥ Thoughts and prayers to you in whatever may happen. Godspeed. -

 

[Ameya]

I certainly relate, sorry you are feeling that way. I've always heard that distinction of being " alone " and " lonely ". I know they are different, but to me the 2 can also go hand in hand. Maybe just a matter of perspective.. idk

Rest assured that you are Not alone here on SS. ♥ Thoughts and prayers to you in whatever may happen. Godspeed. -

thank you

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Sorry life has brought you here. Seems like people can't be bothered to care about us until we are gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's certainly true that people are too self centred to ever care, it's just the reality that you cannot rely on people, but I just think it's true that in this cruel world there's no real relief from suffering, I also see death as being the escape as to die solves all problems and this existence won't even be a distant memory once I'm gone.