idk if i should kill myself or not

[garfield00]

I honestly don't want to die, but I feel like people like me don't deserve to be alive. I don't want to go into it too much but I've almost done horrible unforgivable things. I honestly don't know if people like me should be alive and whether or not staying alive is selfish

 

[AshClouds]

If you're on the fence, maybe you can rectify all the wrongs you committed and come out a better person. I struggle with wanting to be a kind of decent person everyday. I want to be that person, I have too much self loathing

 

[garfield00]

If you're on the fence, maybe you can rectify all the wrongs you committed and come out a better person. I struggle with wanting to be a kind of decent person everyday. I want to be that person, I have too much self loathing

I understand, every day I try to be a better person and stuff but I just don't know whether or not I'll ever deserve to be alive