nitrogenous
Just wanna break free of all suffering
- Dec 26, 2025
- 78
Hello everyone! I'm just wondering whether anyone has any ideas on where I can keep my SN to ensure the quality of it would still be good while minimising the risk of impulsive testing (I know it's very dangerous, but I have history of impulsive overdosing etc despite knowing it wouldn't work).
I was thinking of putting it in a lockbox with a timer (heaps on amazon) in which it would only open after a number of days, and then I could just reset the timer again. Hopefully, when the timer ends, I'm not at a position in which I feel impulsive as I was thinking of writing down the fact that I have to do certain things first before resetting the timer or opening the box. I thought perhaps this is a better way than having a physical key as I wouldn't be able to hand the key to anyone. Although my main problem is that I'm just worried that keeping the SN in a lockbox would make it go bad (I know I'm not meant to freeze it and humidity can definitely mess with it), hence why I'm still unsure.
I would love to hear your feedback as I think this is a good step towards recovery. I find throwing away the means doesn't do a thing for me as then again, I would just resort to other means impulsively. Thanks!
I was thinking of putting it in a lockbox with a timer (heaps on amazon) in which it would only open after a number of days, and then I could just reset the timer again. Hopefully, when the timer ends, I'm not at a position in which I feel impulsive as I was thinking of writing down the fact that I have to do certain things first before resetting the timer or opening the box. I thought perhaps this is a better way than having a physical key as I wouldn't be able to hand the key to anyone. Although my main problem is that I'm just worried that keeping the SN in a lockbox would make it go bad (I know I'm not meant to freeze it and humidity can definitely mess with it), hence why I'm still unsure.
I would love to hear your feedback as I think this is a good step towards recovery. I find throwing away the means doesn't do a thing for me as then again, I would just resort to other means impulsively. Thanks!