nitrogenous

nitrogenous

Just wanna break free of all suffering
Dec 26, 2025
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Hello everyone! I'm just wondering whether anyone has any ideas on where I can keep my SN to ensure the quality of it would still be good while minimising the risk of impulsive testing (I know it's very dangerous, but I have history of impulsive overdosing etc despite knowing it wouldn't work).

I was thinking of putting it in a lockbox with a timer (heaps on amazon) in which it would only open after a number of days, and then I could just reset the timer again. Hopefully, when the timer ends, I'm not at a position in which I feel impulsive as I was thinking of writing down the fact that I have to do certain things first before resetting the timer or opening the box. I thought perhaps this is a better way than having a physical key as I wouldn't be able to hand the key to anyone. Although my main problem is that I'm just worried that keeping the SN in a lockbox would make it go bad (I know I'm not meant to freeze it and humidity can definitely mess with it), hence why I'm still unsure.

I would love to hear your feedback as I think this is a good step towards recovery. I find throwing away the means doesn't do a thing for me as then again, I would just resort to other means impulsively. Thanks!
 
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nitrogenous

nitrogenous

Just wanna break free of all suffering
Dec 26, 2025
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A box with a time lock is a good option.
Thank you! I think so far this is deffo my top option. To combat the heat and humidity, I'm thinking of putting silica gels or moisture absorbents in the lockbox and opening it for a few hours every month (I think the lockbox has a 30 day max capacity anyways). I just hope this will be enough to prevent the SN from getting spoiled while also keeping me safe..
 
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gottacheckout

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Keep your SN sealed in it's original container. I'd think about putting it in a zip lock freezer bag. Rice also makes a good desiccant. Keep the box in a cool place.
 
NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
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If you get a lockbox, find one that isn't plastic.

I had one to keep my recreational drugs in, I just smashed it open one time with very little effort.
 
nitrogenous

nitrogenous

Just wanna break free of all suffering
Dec 26, 2025
78
Keep your SN sealed in it's original container. I'd think about putting it in a zip lock freezer bag. Rice also makes a good desiccant. Keep the box in a cool place.
Thank you! With rice do you just put the rice in a bowl or something? And yup definitely storing it in its original container inside a zip lock bag, I think that's a great idea, thank you so much!! I think I might keep the box in my closet in my bedroom :)
If you get a lockbox, find one that isn't plastic.

I had one to keep my recreational drugs in, I just smashed it open one time with very little effort.
That's true! When we have the will, we will find a way I suppose 😅 Thank you for the advice!
 
Dot

Dot

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Sep 26, 2021
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Cld try vcuum cntainr & pt tht insde th/ lck-bx

SN = mre stabl thn u thnk s/ nt nd 2 wrry 2 mch & panc-ingest thru fear of = goin bd
 
nitrogenous

nitrogenous

Just wanna break free of all suffering
Dec 26, 2025
78
Cld try vcuum cntainr & pt tht insde th/ lck-bx

SN = mre stabl thn u thnk s/ nt nd 2 wrry 2 mch & panc-ingest thru fear of = goin bd
Awesome, thank you so much!
 

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