Hi everyone, I am a new member on here. So basically I come from a country (Australia) where it seems impossible to do anything without getting caught or questioned. So I have a short list of ways to ctb but the problem is I don't know how the heck I'm going to get a hold of one of the things (SN) because customs in my country are pretty strict. The other 2 methods don't seem fine without the SN. If anyone's curious, my plan is to take antiematics, drink as much of the solution that I can get down from the (100g liquid solution of SN), and I say 'as much' because I have this huge history of OD related attempts that really messed up my esophagus that whenever I try to take something, I just gag and I end up throwing up half as much. Severe my ulnar and femoral arteries, and then whilst I'm already at the top of some tall building in the city or anywhere I can find, I will jump off it. From past experiences I have survived stuff that left me wondering how? I've been in a few comas. It always seems that 1 or 2 methods are never enough so I'm wanting to make sure I can do whatever it takes for a 100% garuanteed death. Does anyone have the same problem with living in a strict lawed country? If I can't manage to get the SN, is there something else anyone can suggest? I preffered the SN over Nembutal because apparently Nembutal is very bitter and it'd be hard to get down without gagging, I want to be able to get it down, and on the otherhand SN is just salty. Are there any other recommendations in case all goes wrong? Suggestions appreciated.
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