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pomcustard
Almost free
- Jul 29, 2024
- 58
I wish I was the type of person who could shrug off struggles or at least be able to stand up and keep going after a good cry but I'm not. Even minor inconveniences seem to push me over the edge and make me want to die. I wonder if it's an effect of upbringing or just the lottery of personalities. If circumstances were different, would I be stronger? Would I want to keep going no matter what? Would every adversity make me a better person? But alas, I was not built like that. I was just cursed to be a loser that remains depressed no matter what. I'm sure many would be more than happy to live the life I have now but my brain won't allow me to be happy in any way. I hope I find peace soon.
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