Life_and_Death
Do what's best for you 🕯️ Sometimes I'm stressed
- Jul 1, 2020
- 6,830
i know i blocked you and im sorry. theres just so much right now. its always about me and my problems when you really should be moving on. i know after 3yrs apart you still couldnt move on but i can be hopeful youll be happy.
although...if im honest...clicking that block button made me want to give up on everything. i could feel my insides collapsing, like the foundation of a building gave out and the whole thing came crashing down.
i know this probably wont last, it never does. idk...i feel so empty inside without you but with you i feel like such a pain in the ass. like everything i say is the wrong thing to say. everything i do is wrong. i deserve to be forgotten, you should be enjoying your time with your friends, finding a new girl.
im so conflicted. im lost without you.
and please i dont want to hear about him having choices and whatnot
although...if im honest...clicking that block button made me want to give up on everything. i could feel my insides collapsing, like the foundation of a building gave out and the whole thing came crashing down.
i know this probably wont last, it never does. idk...i feel so empty inside without you but with you i feel like such a pain in the ass. like everything i say is the wrong thing to say. everything i do is wrong. i deserve to be forgotten, you should be enjoying your time with your friends, finding a new girl.
im so conflicted. im lost without you.
and please i dont want to hear about him having choices and whatnot