I Wish...

[lost guy]

I wished that I would die in an accident, get some sort of terminal illness, or that someone would just simply murder me so I don't have to deal with the anxiety of doing it myself.

Anyone else have the same thoughts/feelings?

 

[sadworld]

Yeah, I also just want to be gone. Overcoming SI is really hard for me...

 

[anothing]

I just want to feel at peace when it happens, either way

 

[these_days9]

All the time. I spend most of the day fantasizing about all the different scenarios that could kill me in that moment or shortly after.

 

[lost guy]

I often find myself taking unnecessary risks, not worrying about being murdered, or fear of anything in which my life may be in jeopardy.

If I could trade places with a child or even someone's loved one that is terminally ill or has died as a result of a terminal illness, I would in a heartbeat. It's not fair that so many life-loving, vibrant people get taken away.

 

[Meditation guide]

I'm just scared. Not just scared of ctb but of what my life has become.

 

[anothing]

I often find myself taking unnecessary risks, not worrying about being murdered, or fear of anything in which my life may be in jeopardy.

If I could trade places with a child or even someone's loved one that is terminally ill or has died as a result of a terminal illness, I would in a heartbeat. It's not fair that so many life-loving, vibrant people get taken away.

I wear all black and ride my bike at night, I take my hands off and close my eyes, hopefully one day I won't open them again

 

[yetme]

I wish there was just a switch. Pff and you are gone

 

[lost guy]

I wish there was just a switch. Pff and you are gone

I like that idea.