I think if it were actually a reliable method, I would drink a very nice bottle of wine, maybe more, and take a strong pain reliever, and while I still have the strength I would slit my wrist in one deep, long, gash. And I would sink into a bathtub and let music or a movie play, and i'd be able to have the choice… if I really wanna stop, pick up the phone. If I don't, I let myself go. This scenario is so peaceful for me to imagine. I wish it were realistic. I think SN makes the most sense but I can't get my hands on it. Wish it were like the movies.
