Painless_end

Painless_end

Life is too difficult for me
Oct 11, 2019
794
There's no point to my continued existence. I wish I was back in the void.
 
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Wisdom3_1-9

he/him/his
Jul 19, 2020
1,954
You know, sometimes I think I'm glad I existed because there were happy moments, but really, I think I agree with you. I wish I had never existed. I wasn't supposed to exist. My father had an affair and my single mother was going to become a nun if it wasn't for me. Both of their lives would have been less complicated without me and I wouldn't have had to suffer. Sure, as a teacher I had a positive impact on other people's lives, but they would've had another teacher who would've done the same thing. Can we rewind 38 years or so and do a retake?
 
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Wayfaerer

Wayfaerer

JFMSUF
Aug 21, 2019
1,938
I feel you, buddy. I feel you.
 
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malcontent

Member
Aug 28, 2020
13
Most of the time I feel the same. I agree with the antinatalist saying "don't disturb the unborn." There's truly no need to.
 
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LenkaX

LenkaX

Maybe there is a hope!
Aug 14, 2020
366
Most of the time I feel the same. I agree with the antinatalist saying "don't disturb the unborn." There's truly no need to.
Exactly! We who have no children are usually seen as weak and weird to the society, but in fact we are very strong of not bringing another innocent life to this shit world. Besides, it's very selfish to bring another children here, hoping that they will care about us when we are old.
 
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deadgirlahsatan

deadgirlahsatan

Specialist
Jun 5, 2020
373
I feel the same way. My mom was actually not going to have any more kids after my half sister . She then changed her mind and had me 10 years later. :mmm: ;-; :meh: Now she regrets having kids.I turned out a mess and my sister wants nothing to do with our mom.-_-
 
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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,361
I feel the same way. My mom was actually not going to have any more kids after my half sister . She then changed her mind and had me 10 years later. :mmm: ;-; :meh: Now she regrets having kids.I turned out a mess and my sister wants nothing to do with our mom.-_-
I should have been an abortion as my mother never wanted kids but she chickened out when she got into the clinic apparently.
 
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madbananas

Wizard
Apr 29, 2020
620
I feel the same way, I'm sorry you're feeling it too. The happy moments aren't worth it for me.
 
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muffin222

muffin222

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2020
1,188
I completely understand. I'm sorry you're going through this :(
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
I really do wish I was never born as well. It has been really a scary and mostly unpleasant life. Constant stress over money, housing, endless heartbreaks, and failings.
 
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Nymph

Nymph

he/him
Jul 15, 2020
2,565
Feel you dude
 
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rt1989526

Paragon
Aug 2, 2020
935
Agreed. My parents even told me they had trouble conceiving and almost gave up. Take a hint!!!!
 
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Amumu

Amumu

Ctb - temporary solution for a permanent problem
Aug 29, 2020
2,624
Same here.
Everyday I hate that day when I was born.
It brought me so much pain from the beginning
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,799
me to I really do wish I was never born as well
 
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TeenIdle

TeenIdle

Member
Feb 29, 2020
99
I wish people would stop bringing kids into this shitty world to suffer... Ughhhh
 
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greekyfish10

greekyfish10

i’m kinda screwed in the head but aren’t we all
Aug 1, 2020
51
i completely understand this. i feel the same way. i've never done anything impactful in my life anyways so it's not like much would change if i had never existed.
 
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Starseedchip

Starseedchip

Born to Die
Oct 13, 2019
65
Feel the same way.
 
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alexit

Mage
Jun 3, 2020
509
There's no point to my continued existence. I wish I was back in the void.
I've felt that was since I was a child. Hasn't changed.
 
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Painless_end

Painless_end

Life is too difficult for me
Oct 11, 2019
794
How lucky are those who are able to accept the call of the void and exit this world as painlessly as possible.

Nothing is better in my opinion. My life is horrible. Neurobiological development is very limited in terms of facing real world issues.

When I was younger, I believed that if things got too overwhelming for me, I would either rise up to face them, or die in the process.

The fact that neither has happened is a development so unbelievably tragic for my quality of life that I cannot even process it completely.

I keep saying to my brain : you mean you can neither rise up to protect yourself nor can you kill yourself ?
 
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Tigeress Lost

Tigeress Lost

Lost Tigeress In A Human Body
Jul 30, 2020
196
There's no point to my continued existence. I wish I was back in the void.
Hi Friend

I wish every single second that I wasn't born and that my mother should have had a abortion I just want to leave this human life ASAP:(
 
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shadow7891

shadow7891

Member
Aug 17, 2020
19
when someone asks: what was the worst day of your life? the day I was born.
 
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cyberlordsumit

Absolution
Aug 12, 2020
202
me too buddy, me too
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,089
I wish I was never born too.
 
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
6,017
I shouldn't have been born. I wasn't wanted, and no good has come from my existing.
 
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not4us

not4us

Experienced
Sep 21, 2019
246


"I used to be nothing. I didn't exist, and I never had a bad day." - Doug Stanhope
 
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sadworld

sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
3,870
I didn't ask to be born in the first place ...
 
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Numbtopain97

Numbtopain97

deader than dead
Aug 10, 2019
443
Same here.
 
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stygal

stygal

low-wage worker
Oct 29, 2020
1,732
I definitely think it would have been easier to never have existed but since I do and my exit is close I also think about a few happy memories (mostly from my childhood) and I really cherish them.
I will go back into the void sooner or later and will forget about this unnecessary suffering anyway.
So I stick to highlighting the things in my mind I still mildly enjoy like talking to like-minded/interesting people, dancing to my favorite music or watching funny things on the internet. It's no longterm solution but it beats getting angry at your parents for bringing you into this shitshow.
 
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