Venting I wish I was sure I'd be given more chances at life.

[ILiveForMusic]

I wish reincarnation was certain and proven to be exactly what happens when one dies. I hate thinking that this life I've been given, this family I was born into without a choice, is the only life I will ever get to experience. It just isn't fair, but life isn't fair. Why are we here? If God truly does exist, it is crazy cruel of him to do this to people. Give certain people the best life ever, while others not, with 'a promise of getting an even better life in the hereafter', but only IF you worship him. Bullshit!

Religion doesn't make sense. Why can't I just be a good person and die knowing I was? Why do I have to worry more? Why am I, knowing I am a good person, given such a life where I don't even want it anymore? I want it to end so bad, and it's sad this can also happen to good people. I would never wish pain like this on anyone else.

If I were to be reincarnated, I'd want to be born into a loving, non-religious family who accepts me for who I am. A family who spends time together. A family that treats each other like friends, instead of a hierarchy where respect towers over love and appreciation. A family that keeps up with the times, a family who has shame.

I hope we are all given a second chance at life, and that life we are given is the best thing we could ever experience, a life where we don't ever think about ending it. ❤