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when everything is lost everything is found
- Sep 23, 2022
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My first and last chance was in January 2023, I lost this chance.
I have no joy in life and no one understands me. I could confide in people, but they wouldn't even know what to say about it, because my existence is so miserable.
I'm a nihilist, you can't cheer me up with anything. I don't want to continue my school, I don't want a job, I don't want to earn money, I just want to die.
There is no point in living because I will be dissatisfied, depressed and simply miserable forever. I know myself and I know I will never be happy.
I have no joy in life and no one understands me. I could confide in people, but they wouldn't even know what to say about it, because my existence is so miserable.
I'm a nihilist, you can't cheer me up with anything. I don't want to continue my school, I don't want a job, I don't want to earn money, I just want to die.
There is no point in living because I will be dissatisfied, depressed and simply miserable forever. I know myself and I know I will never be happy.