I wish I had found SS in 2022. What hap'd to N?

[Source Energy]

Wow! People were buying N left and right in 2022. Who's that D, and what happened to him? Why no more N?

My life wrecked in July 2022. I cried my soul out all summer. Only I know. Why oh why did I not find SS in time to get N? I wouldn't be here now...

 

[Pentobarbital_Plz]

I feel your pain. I feel so stupid. Like, I was still suicidal back then—I just hadn't invested as much into actual method research to find this site in time to order N. Now who knows if I'll ever get the chance?

 

[Someone123]

Someone was selling this illegally and rather openly, so it's not surprising that he eventually got into trouble for this. A lot of people think they are doing something good by preventing ctb, and in some cases they are, and in many cases they are not- many people just need relief from their pain. It's a mess tryiing to find a peaceful, reliable way to stop a person's pain, but an adult should be able to make this choice somehow.

 

[Source Energy]

I feel your pain. I feel so stupid. Like, I was still suicidal back then—I just hadn't invested as much into actual method research to find this site in time to order N. Now who knows if I'll ever get the chance?

I feel this way too. Will it come back?
Is there no other distributor? If I buy the most recent book, is there an e-mail in there other than D's?
I got SN, and I won't be able to hold on much longer, but I would really really really rather have a GUARANTEED peaceful end

 

[lionetta12]

Wow! People were buying N left and right in 2022. Who's that D, and what happened to him? Why no more N?

My life wrecked in July 2022. I cried my soul out all summer. Only I know. Why oh why did I not find SS in time to get N? I wouldn't be here now...

I really wish I knew of this webpage in 2021 when I was actually stuck in Mexico with 2 broken ankles, I was googling mexican walmart looking if they'd deliver ropes to my hotel room lol because I was so desperate to die, but I couldn't stand so I was frustrated to find a method that could work and that I could do in Mexico, hotel was right next to several pharmacies and vet's so that makes me even more sad that I was right next to so many places that had N.

 

[Source Energy]

I really wish I knew of this webpage in 2021 when I was actually stuck in Mexico with 2 broken ankles, I was googling mexican walmart looking if they'd deliver ropes to my hotel room lol because I was so desperate to die, but I couldn't stand so I was frustrated to find a method that could work and that I could do in Mexico, hotel was right next to several pharmacies and vet's so that makes me even more sad that I was right next to so many places that had N.

omg...life is really cruel

Someone was selling this illegally and rather openly, so it's not surprising that he eventually got into trouble for this. A lot of people think they are doing something good by preventing ctb, and in some cases they are, and in many cases they are not- many people just need relief from their pain. It's a mess tryiing to find a peaceful, reliable way to stop a person's pain, but an adult should be able to make this choice somehow.

it is never a good case to prevent someone from dying when they choose

yes it may get better or it may not they have no way of knowing and no right to decide for another person
the most it is ok to do is advise careful consideration with maybe alternatives, but ultimately it is to each their own

 

[HadItAll]

We're talking about Nembutal, not Nitrogen, right??

 

[Source Energy]

We're talking about Nembutal, not Nitrogen, right??

Nembutal, yes

 

[HadItAll]

It'd be so peaceful to have N ready at any point at home hidden. Feeling in control.

 

[Lonerzepam]

Wait it's 2023 already?
Shit I really have to kick those benzos

 

[downndone2]

I was on site and in contact with him by email, just didn't want to purchase until I was really ready and scared of it getting discovered in customs. Now I regret not buying it, oh how I regret it

 

[Source Energy]

I was on site and in contact with him by email, just didn't want to purchase until I was really ready and scared of it getting discovered in customs. Now I regret not buying it, oh how I regret it

what happens if you email him? why did the N stop being sold? how can we get hold of it again?

life is really cruel, all summer I cried so much, wanting to die, and I didn't stumble upon SS until N disappeared

 

[downndone2]

There was shortage of N.