xo_bunni
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- Mar 2, 2023
- 15
i wish i had a dad or father figure. i constantly feel like a little girl that needs to held and comforted by someone who knows it's gonna be okay. i wish i had a dad growing up that would treat me like a princess, offer guidance, believe in me, and help me navigate through life. i crave the feeling of being able to depend on someone i trust that can take control when i feel like i don't have any.
i've only had two people that gave me that feeling. one being my old karate instructor and the other a worker at this mental hospital i went to. they both treated me like their daughter and it was the first time i felt seen and cared for by any older male. they believed in me and saw potential in me that i'd never see myself. they pushed me to do better and even when they were strict, i knew it came from a good place. my life would've gone so different if i had a dad like them. i wish they could've stayed in my life somehow.
i've only had two people that gave me that feeling. one being my old karate instructor and the other a worker at this mental hospital i went to. they both treated me like their daughter and it was the first time i felt seen and cared for by any older male. they believed in me and saw potential in me that i'd never see myself. they pushed me to do better and even when they were strict, i knew it came from a good place. my life would've gone so different if i had a dad like them. i wish they could've stayed in my life somehow.