I wish I could see people's reaction after I'm gone

[NothingElseMatters]

I would love that

 

[WornOutLife]

That would be certainly interesting.
Although it would hurt me (if I can feel anything after death) lots to see my dad crying and being depressed because of my death.

 

[GenesAndEnvironment]

No thanks lol, my family would basically get wiped out by it. Stupid family keeping me from killing myself

 

[Hirokami]

Personally, I couldn't handle that. When I deeply considered ctb, one thing that gave me relief is that I wouldn't have to deal with the consequence of my actions. I'd be completely unaware of what happened afterwards. Seeing how other people would react would defeat the purpose entirely for me. Not to mention, I'd feel guilty for all eternity, something that would just destroy me.

 

[FreeAngel]

I'm sure when I'm dead I'll hurt my family and friends, but I have to do it