I wish I could play russian roulette with N

[Msvr]

I wish I had 99 pills of a highly potent sleeping medication (maybe a small dose of N itself) and 1 identical pill of a deadly amount of N. Every night I could take one, unworried since probability wise I should be fine. And as a bonus I'd get some good nights of sleep

Something I've thought about a lot in the past.

 

[BillyBob]

Is it bad that I would just take them all at once instead of doing them one by one