I wish that all the time. It would be nice if there was a off switch to flip from on, and it was a instant checkout for anyone, but in reality you have to have so much cash to get N. I even wished for someone to take over this body, rather than me be in this body. I want nonexistence. All the good things are a distraction from the truth to me. All the good dies away eventually, and the human body sucks. You age, get sick, then die. So why run away from the inevitable, and cling on to hope when everyone is destined to die. I rather leave this cruel reality, and the people that reside in it. This is just my view. I don't mean to draw anyone with it, but all I see are distractions from the people who enjoy life, without those distractions would they still claim life is still great?, because life in its true nature is even more brutal. The true nature is with anarchy. Humans always bring problems for other humans. As long as we exist, problems will always exist.