Blue Rose

Blue Rose

Student
Feb 6, 2021
156
I got a bad cold again, so I was taking a rest for a long time.
I had cried all day. Surely it is extremely painful for me to give up my CTB forever.

I would not like to tell anymore. I will eliminate my account soon.
I know that I Should Not be here and Must Not be here from now.
 
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summers

Visionary
Nov 4, 2020
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@Blue Rose it was very nice talking to you. You have a very bright future ahead of you, and I wish you all the best!
 
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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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Ohhh :(. I'm really sorry to hear you will be leaving SS.
You seem such a nice person!

Gonna miss you lots but at the same time, I want you to be at peace and maybe disabling your account and not being here is what you need.

Send you lots of hugs and love!
 
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SuicidalSymphonies

SuicidalSymphonies

I think I'll take a dirt nap.
Oct 13, 2019
1,028
There comes a time where we all have to make decisions like these for ourselves. I hope that things improve in your life and that you kick life's ass! Thank you for being a part of this community, even for a short while.

Sending love and light to you for a brighter future. x
 
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abruptum

abruptum

Lost
Jan 10, 2021
167
I am very sorry this all has happened to you, I will be there if you need me. I loved talking to you and hope you know youve made my time here especially good. Thank you for everything I hope you find peace<3
 
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PrettyMoose

PrettyMoose

Eat my arse, Pain&Sh*tness & Mindf*ckitation Grift
Mar 1, 2020
280
It's okay. Do what you need to do. I hope for the best for you.
 
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FreeAngel

FreeAngel

Student
Mar 3, 2021
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I wish you all the best for your future
 
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us_1999

us_1999

Fragments of myself
Feb 1, 2021
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Goodbye my unknown friend.
 
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Symbiote

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Oct 12, 2020
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You're always welcomed back if you ever find yourself in a dark place again. I've enjoyed your conversations in chat and hope for the best for you.
 
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lofticries

obedear
Feb 27, 2021
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I'm gonna miss your posts because they always were informative. I hope your life improves even by a little. Take care.
 
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Regen

I stay in my power
Aug 20, 2020
369
I admire your brave decision. It is not necessarily easy to let go of the dance with death. But it is a chance! I wish you the best, take good care of yourself and look for the way to the sun.
 
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us_1999

Fragments of myself
Feb 1, 2021
53
For me, coming here from time to time, brooding on the the idea of ctb while never giving up in living, is also a way to hover between life and death.
But for sure everyone might have their own ways of hovering.
Wish you the best whatever you choose to do.
 
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Blue Rose

Blue Rose

Student
Feb 6, 2021
156
I declare that I give up my CTB forever again.

And an incurable impurity in SS,
I wish I would be eliminated and removed from here,
Rapidly and immediately.
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,089
@Blue Rose was this from something that happened here? If so I don't blame you for it. I'm fed up.
 
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