BurningLights
He killed himself with his own mind
- Jul 2, 2018
- 709
So I was pretty regular on here for short a little while ago, doesn't seem like much, but it's where I felt I actually belonged, and didn't mind becoming apart of, any I trialed some antidepressants and found one that seemed to help, it lifted me out of wanting to CTB. But as some of you know it was birthday yesterday,
Thank you so much! It really means alot
So yeah, it was shit, the one person I thought I could rely I didn't hear from, that fucking hurt, I've lost so much due these fucking benzos and my stupid fucking ass. I'm fucking done, I'm back, hello to those who already know and to those who don't. May the people that have passed since I was last here, R.I.P
I've bought a bottle, this is bad, why? Because it could throw me back into acute benzo withdrawal hell, but that's the idea, well, at least once I've had a drink there is no going back, hopefully I will be able to get drunk, then, with the rope that's already in place from last time, I shall lay my neck into its most uncomfortable resting place.
Thank you so much! It really means alot
So yeah, it was shit, the one person I thought I could rely I didn't hear from, that fucking hurt, I've lost so much due these fucking benzos and my stupid fucking ass. I'm fucking done, I'm back, hello to those who already know and to those who don't. May the people that have passed since I was last here, R.I.P
I've bought a bottle, this is bad, why? Because it could throw me back into acute benzo withdrawal hell, but that's the idea, well, at least once I've had a drink there is no going back, hopefully I will be able to get drunk, then, with the rope that's already in place from last time, I shall lay my neck into its most uncomfortable resting place.
